will someone understand me???

here,, I'm alone, depression, disappointed
I though I can solve it by myself, I can survive alone. but it's not as easy as I see
I used to say that I can do it myself, I don't need anyone
but it's wrong, I need someone, I need friend, I need family, I need someone which will listen to me no matter how bored my story
then...when I realize it
everyone has gone, gone avoid me
they think that I'm an abnormal person, uneasy going person and unout going person
those true, I guess
but it's me, it's myself
can I get a best friend? and can I be a best friend for everyone or even someone
sometime I feel that I can't do anything for my family, my friend, or even for myself
but, I will not say "poor me" to myself, coz I'm sure I can be better than now...
do you believe what I've written above???
I suggest U, don't believe everything that I've written above